Love.

Haha... love isnt such a badd word after all when its used in special circumstances.

Everything we do should be done in love for one another... love should be our motivation and our direction and our accomplishment.

Is our love getting too self-absorbed? Somehow it became "boohoo, you dont love me". Hmmm. It should be more of a "BOOHOO" if i don't love you right. We exceedingly judge each other (notice the word exceedingly... we shouldnt be undiscerning too, and sometimes discipline is required as well).

The more i read about the Fruit of the Spirit, the harder i find it to match up to what i'm supposed to be.

The more i read about love, the more difficult it seems to be able to love to such an extent.

The more i know about God, the more imperfect i know i am.

But in my imperfection, may His perfection be brought out even more.

The harder i realise it is to love, the more awed and amazed i am by the way Jesus loved us all. Even though we're imperfect and tainted by sin.

After interaction with all these people after so many years, and my own experiences as some sort of a loner (haha, still cant find a better-sounding substitute word for it...), i realised its always the seemingly more perfect and nicer people who are easily loved. I guess many people would find it hard to love me, cos like i'm usually just minding my own business and all and yea haha.

But see... Jesus loves me sooo sooo much even though im soo far away from His perfection.

It's awesome, isn't it?