Simplicity

I would rather talk less if i could. :)

I would rather need less assurance if i could. :)

I would rather think simply if i could. :)

I would rather be more stable if i could. :)

But still, God always makes me happy and joyful. :)

Talk less

Hahaaaaa... it says that the average man talks about 15,000 words a day, while the average woman talks about 30,000 words a day... 

And i feel like decreasing mine to less than 30,000 words. :) So talkative and whiney lahhhh, i don't quite need it. :)

Actually hmmm i wld think it's not how positively it can go, but how much it can survive pressure and fights. :)

Sneakyyy ahhh

The sneaky overseer is blog-surfing... and really... through surfing through the blogs, you kinda get an idea of who's good friends with who. :)

But muahhahahhahaha i don't get a tagboard. That's good. :)

And neither am i a believer that any portion of my life can be make known to public. :)

Ohhhh weellllll but anyways this portion, after sniffing life (i said it's like drug addict and alvin said yeaaa you're addicted to Jesus so makes sense), is to learn how to be a good friend. Aiyooo even such things are so unnatural! :) Haha now ppl teach relationships until i kinda know what i'm supposed to do... but can someone teach me about friendships first? :) Haha. :)

21st birthdays

Haha...

My ideal 21st birthday is simple. :)

Just bring me out for a movie, then have supper afterwards at one of the usual places. :)

I dont like mass gatherings cos then i'd have to entertain myself and feel sad about why i spend my birthday alone even with so many people around.

I dont like expensive food either cos food to me doesnt mean much.

I dont like impractical presents cos i have too many other things i want. :)

I'm so picky lah. Buddenn again, i'm softhearted. :) So eventually, anything will be good and amazing. :)

Communications

It's interesting ironic that with the plethora of social networks and communication channels, we're just not exactly communicating a lot... :) 

You gotya facebook, twitter, msn, blog... but it's lke reading your bible without knowing God.

CAN WE COMMUNICATE MORE? Roar.

Human tendencies

We're always trying to strive to reach some kind of happiness equilibrum... :) There's a tendency to wanna try to correct what we think is wrong to what we think is right... to correct what we think causes unhappiness to what we think wld cause happiness... to correct what we see shouldnt be the case to what we see should be the case.

It's easy when your happiness equilibrum is changed by yourself... but often times your happiness equilibrum is affected by many other people as well. :) Or rather, you affect the happiness equilibrum of other people haha. :)

Whichever case, hmmm best is actually if you could change your own thinking and attitude so that you reach your own happiness equilibrum with the same old situations. :) So that you dont hurt the people around you; so that you dont cause any unhappiness for others. :)

This is such an egoism (one of the ethical theories) point of view lor. Haha. :) So sorry, utilitarian just couldnt suit the picture at this point of time. :)

Went one whole round and figured...

Wheeee! :)

I'm realistically saying, i don't understand that thing called romantic love. :) Haha. Asked, looked, tried to decipher, but nothing much gave any answers. :)

It would be nice if the principle of reciprocration worked everytime... but the problem is it doesnt always. :) So it's weird when it doesn't and weird things happen. :)

Then you're trying to balance out caring for someone, and really protecting yourself too. :)

Haha... well everything helps confuses me further, doesn't clear the air, does it?

I should stop thinking so much already, sorry for the blabber. :)

Anyway... i miss God, do you miss Him? :)

Awwww

One of the most romantic lines i've heard so far... rephrased of course... "Eve wasnt taken out of Adam's head to rule over him - but from his side, close to this heart and under his arm - to be loved and protected."

Awwwwww. :)

Haha.

Boo

It's a generation searching and crying out for love. And because there's love, there's hope and there's purpose, there's something to protect, something to care for, something to bother about.

You were a product of love, and you are meant to be a bringer of love.

Love that's unsmeared, beautiful, and holy. :)

Haha

Aiyarrrr... i should stop thinking so much. :)

Waste energy only. Haha. :)

Relationships. :)

It's really an interesting time of my life... :)

This year GoP really that loud word is "connecting" and "relationships". :)

And thank God over the past month i've already learnt so much about relationships... sometimes through the hard way, sometimes, thank God, by looking at the relationships for others. :)

Whatever the case, whatever experience i have, to use it to minister to someone else, and use it to honour God. :)

(Wow, good job shujing, that was a nice ending. :))