Ahha here's comes my sabbath - it's labour day tomorrow!!! Woohoo! My long-awaited beauty sleep is here. Yay yay yay!
But of course, there are still things to do...
1) Dream and pray about the bible quiz
2) QT!!! (My everyday necessity)
3) Some time to do what i've always wanted for my cell
4) Exercise!!!
5) Go to a hair salon to get my hair soft-rebonded and highlighted.... (muahahaha)
Ok that's about it.
Ooh, and i'm free to go out tomorrow! =)
Monday, April 30, 2007
Sunday, April 22, 2007
The favour of the Lord.
I was living in the shadows about my results and my friends thingie a few days ago... how come my results aren't good, and i don't get as much favour with ppl as do my pre-saved friends? Seemed as if the favour of the Lord wasn't really upon me for a moment.
But NO!!! The favour of the Lord has always been upon me. And this was revealed to me through my darling cell kids. Really, to see them bring friends just pleases me so much, to know about them reading the bible so much just blows my mind away, to see them grow in God just makes me see so clearly that the favour of the Lord is upon us... how else would we be able to grow and i grow in my love for them too? It's only by His grace; not by our own works that we should boast. To see how my cell is growing just makes me so happy and all! Whee!!!! =)
The favour of the Lord is upon me. Very very much. I'm a child of God, a child who has an inheritance in her Father, a child who has an abundant life because she knows Jesus Christ. =)
Maybe this is a good time for me to remind myself of what i just read in the book of Job... God didn't really give Job direct answers to all his questions, He just challenged Him to believe and have faith again. In this season, as my life overflows with the favour of the Lord, and i praise Him for He is so good. But in the future, when problems do arise, i should try to put my trust in Him, no matter what happens.
I thank You Lord, You are so worthy.
But NO!!! The favour of the Lord has always been upon me. And this was revealed to me through my darling cell kids. Really, to see them bring friends just pleases me so much, to know about them reading the bible so much just blows my mind away, to see them grow in God just makes me see so clearly that the favour of the Lord is upon us... how else would we be able to grow and i grow in my love for them too? It's only by His grace; not by our own works that we should boast. To see how my cell is growing just makes me so happy and all! Whee!!!! =)
The favour of the Lord is upon me. Very very much. I'm a child of God, a child who has an inheritance in her Father, a child who has an abundant life because she knows Jesus Christ. =)
Maybe this is a good time for me to remind myself of what i just read in the book of Job... God didn't really give Job direct answers to all his questions, He just challenged Him to believe and have faith again. In this season, as my life overflows with the favour of the Lord, and i praise Him for He is so good. But in the future, when problems do arise, i should try to put my trust in Him, no matter what happens.
I thank You Lord, You are so worthy.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
No fronts required. =)
Haha i've got to tell you that i haven't been telling you many things about myself, my friend.
I'm on the i've-got-to-be-strong thing. I seem to have grown weaker over the past year and i'm not proud of it.
I don't want to whine or cry or complain to you this much.
I want to cry and whine and complain to God first, let Him speak to me, know His truth, and how i should deal with me.
I need to stop feeding my self-made dramas.
Perhaps i'll let you know what i've been dealing with after i've communicated with God.
Anyway, you probably wouldn't like to hear me whine, do you? Haha, the things i whine about are not really edifying you know. Some of them are genuine worries and thoughts, some others are just plain... uh, my own drama.
Well, if you would like to hear me whine though, you can always give me a call at night (after i do my QT, it's less jarring on the ears then).
But still, even if you do call me, depending on who you are, i'd tell you different things to different extents or package it in a different way. To some of you i'd like to present this side of me, to some of you others i'd like to present another side of me.
Haha. Ok what ambiguous terms.
Only God will know everything about me... good, bad, sad, happy, strong, weak and everything else. And guess what, He still loves me no matter what.
No fronts required. =)
I'm on the i've-got-to-be-strong thing. I seem to have grown weaker over the past year and i'm not proud of it.
I don't want to whine or cry or complain to you this much.
I want to cry and whine and complain to God first, let Him speak to me, know His truth, and how i should deal with me.
I need to stop feeding my self-made dramas.
Perhaps i'll let you know what i've been dealing with after i've communicated with God.
Anyway, you probably wouldn't like to hear me whine, do you? Haha, the things i whine about are not really edifying you know. Some of them are genuine worries and thoughts, some others are just plain... uh, my own drama.
Well, if you would like to hear me whine though, you can always give me a call at night (after i do my QT, it's less jarring on the ears then).
But still, even if you do call me, depending on who you are, i'd tell you different things to different extents or package it in a different way. To some of you i'd like to present this side of me, to some of you others i'd like to present another side of me.
Haha. Ok what ambiguous terms.
Only God will know everything about me... good, bad, sad, happy, strong, weak and everything else. And guess what, He still loves me no matter what.
No fronts required. =)
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
The sound of victory.
The enemy has been defeated, cos death couldn't hold You down, we're going lift our voice in victory, gonna make Your praises loud...
Shout out to God with a voice of triumph, shout out to God with a voice of praise, shout out to God with a voice of triumph, we lift Your Name up, we lift Your Name up.
Lord, grant victory to the CFC team in karens, and grant victory to the karens people themselves.
John 16:33, "take heart, because I have overcome the world". Amen!!!
Shout out to God with a voice of triumph, shout out to God with a voice of praise, shout out to God with a voice of triumph, we lift Your Name up, we lift Your Name up.
Lord, grant victory to the CFC team in karens, and grant victory to the karens people themselves.
John 16:33, "take heart, because I have overcome the world". Amen!!!
Monday, April 09, 2007
Opps.
Ignore the previous post. Now i'm feeling kind of not very good for indulging myself in my own world.
I need to keep focused.
I was too caught up with myself and too self-absorbed.
God and people should be my world. I should be somewhere later in the equation.
Yep.
But thank the Lord, He answers my prayers, the latest being the prayer of helping me be able to pray more. =)
I need to keep focused.
I was too caught up with myself and too self-absorbed.
God and people should be my world. I should be somewhere later in the equation.
Yep.
But thank the Lord, He answers my prayers, the latest being the prayer of helping me be able to pray more. =)
Hello!!! =)
This is a good ole day and i'm like, whee, at home already! =)
Haha. And just read lizzy's blog and fainted when i came upon the last few sentences of the 2nd paragraph. Sean Lee and Lydia? Kinda no link huh. Haha. (yeps you know what i fainted over... like the "ahhhhhhh" feeling... ok actually i didnt faint, if i did i wouldnt be here... heh, form of speech.)
But well i figured out, i ought to be blamed cos i orchestrated the starting bit of it and made use of the whole situation. Poor guy though. Haha, actually it won't be all so complicated if this happened a few years ago cos shujing probably wasnt as smart then. Or maybe i should just read it in a simple way... but haha, that's just making me feel nicer about myself. And i'm not that nice.
Okie back to the uncomplicated things.
We finished the board for the prayer thing, and it looks good actually, thanks to everybody who helped! =)
It's a busy busy time, we're all zooming around with our own stuffies, but it's good bust-ness! =)
Ooh i like the song "You are good" from the jeff deyo surrender album. Haha.
And i was gushing to meiyian yesterday night about all sorts of random collections of stuff. Haha, it got me high for a while.
But today it was back to reality, my weekend holiday was over, now it's back to the battle to shine the light to the world who basically think its all foolishness. Ok that sounds harsh.
Anyway, Jesus has always stayed faithful, and He will be faithful, and His love endures forever!!! =)
Haha. And just read lizzy's blog and fainted when i came upon the last few sentences of the 2nd paragraph. Sean Lee and Lydia? Kinda no link huh. Haha. (yeps you know what i fainted over... like the "ahhhhhhh" feeling... ok actually i didnt faint, if i did i wouldnt be here... heh, form of speech.)
But well i figured out, i ought to be blamed cos i orchestrated the starting bit of it and made use of the whole situation. Poor guy though. Haha, actually it won't be all so complicated if this happened a few years ago cos shujing probably wasnt as smart then. Or maybe i should just read it in a simple way... but haha, that's just making me feel nicer about myself. And i'm not that nice.
Okie back to the uncomplicated things.
We finished the board for the prayer thing, and it looks good actually, thanks to everybody who helped! =)
It's a busy busy time, we're all zooming around with our own stuffies, but it's good bust-ness! =)
Ooh i like the song "You are good" from the jeff deyo surrender album. Haha.
And i was gushing to meiyian yesterday night about all sorts of random collections of stuff. Haha, it got me high for a while.
But today it was back to reality, my weekend holiday was over, now it's back to the battle to shine the light to the world who basically think its all foolishness. Ok that sounds harsh.
Anyway, Jesus has always stayed faithful, and He will be faithful, and His love endures forever!!! =)
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