Ended off comm meeting just now talking about me building skyscrapers. :) Exciting times ahead! :)
Oh ya another random comment... just realised today that the piano bits in "Best Friend" - the hillsong united album - are really nice! :) Gotta practice my piano harder. :)
Is that all i wanted to say? Yeps! :)
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
QT. :)
You'd never know how sweet your QT would be until you've done it. :)
Just had to say that - cos my QT just now was especially sweet even though i wasnt in the best of conditions to do QT as i was thinking just one minute before i started my QT when i was in the toilet. Haha.
Like what i learnt at music prac, you don't wait till you're totally clean before you come before God... if you would learn how to come in the state you are, He'd always be able to clean you up. :)
Just had to say that - cos my QT just now was especially sweet even though i wasnt in the best of conditions to do QT as i was thinking just one minute before i started my QT when i was in the toilet. Haha.
Like what i learnt at music prac, you don't wait till you're totally clean before you come before God... if you would learn how to come in the state you are, He'd always be able to clean you up. :)
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Morning ramblings. :)
It's a on-off struggle doing what you see the need in doing but at the same time you know you're not that talented at it and there are many others much more talented than yourself. (I'm not the only who who feels this way right? haha...)
But i guess... as i have mentioned briefly before, how talented you are is beside the point; how available you are is what really matters. :)
Tagline moment: God doesnt always call the equipped, but He always equips the called.
Sometimes when we're doing what we arent naturally capable of doing, we really really recognize that we're ultimately working with God cos there's really no "our own strength" to rely on.
(oh yay, i have succesfully averted myself from a potential pity-party, congratulations, Shujing!)
Hopping off for games day now! :)
But i guess... as i have mentioned briefly before, how talented you are is beside the point; how available you are is what really matters. :)
Tagline moment: God doesnt always call the equipped, but He always equips the called.
Sometimes when we're doing what we arent naturally capable of doing, we really really recognize that we're ultimately working with God cos there's really no "our own strength" to rely on.
(oh yay, i have succesfully averted myself from a potential pity-party, congratulations, Shujing!)
Hopping off for games day now! :)
Turbulence! :)
Haha today has been quite an emotionally turbulent day. One of the days when i just talk and mutter to myself.
Well it kinda helped me understand myself better though (although i probably would think others would find these things about me obvious even though i dont notice them myself)...
1) I am quite "weak" sometimes.
2) I can't hide my emotions for nuts. Haha.
3) To others, things which i think i might have done well are just at most "good attempts" with a huge "try harder" following, and that can be quite discouraging. But it's good cos it also means i've got to be really be forgiving towards others who don't meet "my" standards too. Be slow to judge cos i'm really quite bad at it myself too. :)
4) I'm a bad counsellor. For some people la at least. :)
5) I simply don't know myself well enough.
Haha, God has made His creation really interesting. Sometimes, i think i can get just a lil cranky thinking about it. Heh.
Well it kinda helped me understand myself better though (although i probably would think others would find these things about me obvious even though i dont notice them myself)...
1) I am quite "weak" sometimes.
2) I can't hide my emotions for nuts. Haha.
3) To others, things which i think i might have done well are just at most "good attempts" with a huge "try harder" following, and that can be quite discouraging. But it's good cos it also means i've got to be really be forgiving towards others who don't meet "my" standards too. Be slow to judge cos i'm really quite bad at it myself too. :)
4) I'm a bad counsellor. For some people la at least. :)
5) I simply don't know myself well enough.
Haha, God has made His creation really interesting. Sometimes, i think i can get just a lil cranky thinking about it. Heh.
Friday, March 14, 2008
Awed. :)
This post will be incoherent cos i don't really know what i'm trying to blog about.
Just kinda follow-upped with 2 girls from kelly's cell who just got saved. Hee. And they do have child-like faith. Which is to me, really precious. It's amazing how God transforms people and opens up their hearts so much that they wanna know about Him so much. :) Supports my personal theory that when you say the sinner's prayer it's as though God gave you the imputed knowledge that He is God and there is none other than Him. A personal revelation when you open up your heart to God. :) When i see people get saved, it really just overwhelms me over again and again that God is indeed real in a real sense. :) He is, the God who Saves. :)
Come to think of it i have been saved for more than three years already. So fast huh. I remember there was a sermon that gave the statistic that a lot of people sitting in church now wouldnt be here 3 years later, and i remember telling my friend that i dont wanna backslide. Haha. I survived 3 years already, and i'm still saying i dont ever wanna backslide... more than that, I wanna love God more and more.
His love is immense, and His grace is always extended. :)
Just kinda follow-upped with 2 girls from kelly's cell who just got saved. Hee. And they do have child-like faith. Which is to me, really precious. It's amazing how God transforms people and opens up their hearts so much that they wanna know about Him so much. :) Supports my personal theory that when you say the sinner's prayer it's as though God gave you the imputed knowledge that He is God and there is none other than Him. A personal revelation when you open up your heart to God. :) When i see people get saved, it really just overwhelms me over again and again that God is indeed real in a real sense. :) He is, the God who Saves. :)
Come to think of it i have been saved for more than three years already. So fast huh. I remember there was a sermon that gave the statistic that a lot of people sitting in church now wouldnt be here 3 years later, and i remember telling my friend that i dont wanna backslide. Haha. I survived 3 years already, and i'm still saying i dont ever wanna backslide... more than that, I wanna love God more and more.
His love is immense, and His grace is always extended. :)
Monday, March 10, 2008
Da supermarket trip. :)
In my opinion, the most romantic place to go for a date: the supermarket. (I'm serious... hee!)
Monday, March 03, 2008
Weird and random thoughts.
When i die....
... I wanna die when God takes me home. If in any case i become some kind of vegetable state, you can take my organs away, but don't try to artificially cut off my life. You don't know what will happen with a few more moments of breath and really, if i need to die, God will take me away.
... I wanna donate my organs (if they can be used) to anyone who needs them. :) My physical body is really of no use to me when i'm going to have a new more perfect version in heaven.
... I wanna have a christian funeral. Not just because its smokeless, more clean and not noisy, but even after i die i wanna honour God until im burned into a puddle of ashes. Hopefully there will be a full sermon (forcing everyone who goes for my funeral to hear a full sermon) that includes the gospel and a altar call for non-believers. Oh ya, if a song should be played, i'm not really familiar with hymns - but how about doing Corrinne May's The Answer? I don't mind that song for my funeral.
... try raising me from the dead only if you really really (as in really really) hear God telling you about it. Haha. I heard a sermon before where the speaker was joking if u try raising someone from the dead that person might sometimes be angry at u cos he/she prefers to be dead than alive. Haha. Cos the thought of having to die again is just, weird. Just a joke k, haha. :)
Don't worry, committing suicide is not on my mind and i seriously don't think i'm going to die anytime soon cos simply, not being ego-istic and self-confident, i still need to live life because i still have a lot of things to do for God. :) Just wrote the whole chunk about donating organs cos that was on the news. (Yes, i listen to the news sometimes...)
Yay. :) Thank God. :)
... I wanna die when God takes me home. If in any case i become some kind of vegetable state, you can take my organs away, but don't try to artificially cut off my life. You don't know what will happen with a few more moments of breath and really, if i need to die, God will take me away.
... I wanna donate my organs (if they can be used) to anyone who needs them. :) My physical body is really of no use to me when i'm going to have a new more perfect version in heaven.
... I wanna have a christian funeral. Not just because its smokeless, more clean and not noisy, but even after i die i wanna honour God until im burned into a puddle of ashes. Hopefully there will be a full sermon (forcing everyone who goes for my funeral to hear a full sermon) that includes the gospel and a altar call for non-believers. Oh ya, if a song should be played, i'm not really familiar with hymns - but how about doing Corrinne May's The Answer? I don't mind that song for my funeral.
... try raising me from the dead only if you really really (as in really really) hear God telling you about it. Haha. I heard a sermon before where the speaker was joking if u try raising someone from the dead that person might sometimes be angry at u cos he/she prefers to be dead than alive. Haha. Cos the thought of having to die again is just, weird. Just a joke k, haha. :)
Don't worry, committing suicide is not on my mind and i seriously don't think i'm going to die anytime soon cos simply, not being ego-istic and self-confident, i still need to live life because i still have a lot of things to do for God. :) Just wrote the whole chunk about donating organs cos that was on the news. (Yes, i listen to the news sometimes...)
Yay. :) Thank God. :)
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