Expanding the vision

It's quite a cool season in my life.


I have actually swiftly moved away from stage 1: initial breakthrough into a very cute stage 2:transitional phase of my life.


It has been filled with talking to people and reading books which really open up my eyes to a bigger plan, bigger purpose, bigger destiny. Greater glory (especially with the david herzog book), greater move of God in my life, greater anionting.


Sometimes, i really feel like a worm. (worm in a coconut supposedly, but i dunno how that came about.) Worm-ish in a sense i'm just crawling on the grounds of God's glory... there is so so so much more!


When i read the stories of people getting into a portal which transported them into the third heaven... and it just sounds like crazy crazy... truthfully sometimes after reading that kinda thing it seems so much so out of my reach i feel like i don't want to read the bok anymore. It's a weird feeling of so near yet so far... ("we serve the same God" conjures two different responses in me now, one of an encouragement that i can really believe for that kind of thing in my life, another one would be that of some of a ashamed-ness of how i'm not there)


Ok but whatever the response, haha, the discrepency between what i read and what i see in my life is getting bigger... ... so my life's going to get more exciting.


The step to ponder about now? Step 3: Faith-in-action/ways to move into the glory zone itself.

Random, but powerful.

It's quite humorous.


It's always when i feel physically tired or when my day is bad that my QT ends with a "i must seek God more" kinda dissatisfied feeling.


Maybe it's really bringing me into the mini valleys so that i can reach the mountains faster.


I have no idea as of what which mountain i'm supposed to go to... but i know it's definitely going to be a very very exciting place.


Dear friend, i invite you to share in my joy that i have found in the Lord. :)

Random musings

Whether we're a minister or a normal church-goer, our heart conditions are of vital importance.


How many times does God knock you down? He doesn't really. More often He comes only when you allow Him to.


I gotta drill that into my mind and start thinking of a systematic way of how to check the condition of my very own heart.


Haa, i need help to illuminate this deceitful thing... sometimes even i myself have no idea whatsoever of what it is truly thinking.

Blatant inconsistencies

Haha. I'm a weird person full of weird inconsistencies.


I say that i have many things to do, but complain that i'm very free.


I say that i wanna eat, but complain that i don't feel hungry.


I say that i am tired, but complain that i'm getting too much sleep.


Well the consolation to myself is that there is a way of explaining all those inconsistencies... after all, Shujing has really weird thinking which sometimes can be quite unfathomable to others.


But the following is a really scary inconsistency:

I say that i can't do without God, but i still don't pray enough, read the Word enough, and seek Him enough.


Weird, isn't it?

Favourite book

Haha, i'm quite convinced my favourite book of the bible now is Jonah. :) After all, it's about the real story of God providing a fish for a disobedient child with a huge calling. :) Coolness. :)