Sunday, October 29, 2006

Good morning! =)

Hello and good morning! =)

Woke up with a really weird dream today morning. It was about some evil person planning to kill people off... really evil person, had weird stuffs in his house and practiced really weird cult-ish stuffs. He'd planned to kill this guy, who in my dream, was stuck in some cubicle resembling that of a telephone booth/newspaper stall looking dazed or blanked out, at 1.36pm or 3+ or something liddat lah. Then dreamt that a bunch of us (somewhat random people) were going up a lift to have a worship session in some hall which had a band setting with its 4 rows of chairs and the percussion instruments and stuff. Don't know if this is a separate dream, but dreamt that i was going for tuition and it was raining so my parents drove me there and i apparantly have some tuition friend called melody. Ahhhh. No wonder i woke up with such a funny feeling. Heh.

Oh yesterday was pretty eventful.

Haha, i played for YM service for the first time. It's not as stressful playing for YA. But yes, after that i still went on all the considering-to-quit-music kind of thinking, cos i think i screwed up some parts. But Lucas said i'm still needed around... so i'll wait for someone else to come along to play and to see if my playing improves or not (i plan to go for keyboard lessons next year! Hee. Hope that it helps.). But then again, i wouldn't bear to actually quit. I mean, i still want to play! When i look around, i'm just thinking that God hasnt given me the talent in music... but then again, maybe He has but its just not fully developed yet. Ah. But yes, i should always serve God will my talents. So yes, conclusion? I won't quit music. But haha, i won't be playing during my exam period... i usually get disappointed after playing actually, and it increases my stress levels (which is totally not supposed to be the case! Ah.). Grrr. Shall stop pondering over this matter. And i should just have the faith that whatever God wants me to do, He'd give me the ability to do it.

And yes, haha, when you're the overseer of a cell right, you actually get to hear lots of juicy stuff from your cell kids. Yesterday there were 2 mega stories of the day. Haha. I came up with some theory of a split-personality for the protagonist of one of the stories. Funny. I was quite kidding lah. Haha.

So overall, i quite went a little crazy by the end of yesterday. Heh.

Today would be a more sane day. Hoping to clock in 10h of studying (which is very possible). So yep.

There's nothing my God cannot do.

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