Monday, December 10, 2007

Self-check time!

Wheee its the holidays and finally a time for me sit down and really think about what has happened over the past few months... what i've done, what can be improved, where should i go next, how have i matured.

And think about whether i should delete this blog.

If this blog has failed to at least hint at the presence of God in my life, it has utterly failed its purpose and it's probably time for me to delete it.

Maybe let's think about this way: if after 3 years i still fail to reflect God's presence in my life, my current lifestyle needs loads of working on.

The many things that i ramble about in my blog, the many random revealed somewhat personal thoughts and emotions (haha some of my cell kids say im a crazy girl obsessed with getting attached muahahaha) -- if these personal emotions have failed to show a life that is concerned with being in line with God's word, this life needs loads of improvement.

Haha so is the problem with the blog or with the lifestyle? Should be the latter. But it's not nice displaying dirty lingerie in public - that's why there's a problem with the blog.

Can you believe i feel like sleeping now? Haha... wondering why i'm thinking in such a weird way then... WHEEEE!!!

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