Friday, December 21, 2007

More than conquerer

Back from Camp Infaction... was nothing less than overwhelmed by God's presence.

God spoke... and spoke clearly. The expectations i had spelt out to my darling cell leader the day before church camp was all fulfilled by God... one the first day. As i can expect, the next two days were all above and beyond what i expected, hee as usual, since my God gives abundant blessings. And if i were bold enough to say - the sermon on the last day was made for me. It addressed all the issues and was about the exact same topic i was crying to Sarah Lin about the night before. "Patience" is the word now for me... a word which i heard for 2 services. And also, "the best has yet to come", "influence" - All the dreans which at some point in this year i've contemplated about not being able to have or achieve. There is much more for me to expect in my life... a life which would impact many others that's beyond my wildest dreams. A life that's much more different than those around me, for it will be holy, and pleasing to God.

It was a breakthrough - a breakthrough that came not with physical manifestation (which i expected to have with a breakthrough), but with a clearer knowledge of my destiny and a deeper communication with God by going all the way back to the child-like faith which i once had but complicated as time went by.

Well reality sets in now. After Camp Influenza and Camp Infaction. But it's different this time... because through both camps, i have obtained a silent confidence required for me not just to live through uni the way i did in JC, but to emerge victorious as well.

I thank God for the successful two camps, and CFFF as well, and His constant speaking to me in ways i never expected and comprehended and even acknowledged... the answers i got when i prayed about what to share for prayer, my A level results, my school, the many promptings i have to check my work, and many many other things and events.

I am MORE THAN CONQUERER in Christ.

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