Fairytaleess. =)

Hello hello, i'm not getting married next week ok. Haha. Ave and Serene wrote on the christmas hat to me "Marry me! Just kidding."


Anyway. It is the christmas festiveeee feeling (hai i gotta say i'm somewhat feeling ashamed of myself giving myself excuses to glue my eyes onto the tv and day-dreaming at night and stuffss when the true meaning of christmas is all about Jesus. How did the King of Kings and Lord of Lords getting born in the manger become such a celebration of... almost nothing about the birth of Jesus Christ? But this shall be considered in a seperate post).


Okkk that was the side note... so what was i thinking about? Oh yes day-dreaming.


(Warning: this is going to be another post about Shujing thinking about marriage... tsk tsk... but it's better than posts about Shujing thinking school right? Haha.)


Actually i think i might be quite a sad blob of stuff if my whole life errr is just spent on thinking and contemplating about marriage. There are after all better and bigger and more essential things for me to do than to raise godly kids who will add to God's kingdom, right? Haha.


But that being said.


Actually i'm dreaming of more than just a fairytale you know. I'm not looking for a prince charming that comes on a white horse (although i do like white considerably)... but a godly man (author's emphasis) that (errr, dunno what to fill in here. Haha.). I'm not looking for a true love's kiss to save my from errr, vegetation... but a kiss at the altar that symbolizes union of two beings until God comes and takes either one of us away. I'm not looking for a proposal on some horse coupled with a whole choir out of the whole forest.... but a proposal in church. Haha. Wha. Okie i'm asking for a lot. Fine.


Snaps out of day-dreaming mode. That'll be 2 more years ++ to go.


So wellies.


Happy birthday Jesus! In the meantime until You help me find that oneee and that oneee finds me, i'm Yours wholly. =)