First time. =)

Whee. I guess i should kinda blog today... cos... I SHARED FOR THE FIRST TIME FOR SERVICE YESTERDAY!!!

Haha.

Well... uh... i actually turned EMO after that. So stupid la. Shujing acts quite stupid sometimes (not all the time i hope). ARGH.

Haha.

So now in a better frame of mind, and recognizing that God actually gave me a very deep sense of peace after YM service, i should actually say that... my sharing for service might not be that bad after all. =) I mean, yea of course things to change... (including talking too fast cos i was somewhat nervous and it showed) but well, the service is after all in the hands of God and it's the Holy Spirit that convicts. =)

Oh but anyway, i was at YA service yesterday. Decided i needed to stay off sharing for bible study for my cell for a little while (haha i figured that nobody actually brought their growing in grace anyway...). Whee. My mind was half at service and half thinking about my sharing and wanting to dig a hole and hide in it kind of feeling. But anyway. Yes, manhood. =) Funny thing was, i was feeling stressed even though the whole sermon was challenging the guys. Cos im always thinking, a REAL man would require a REAL woman. And erm, haha, i'm just a mediocre girl, how to match up to a real man, huh? Hai. Haha. Well that's precisely why i'm giving myself 2 more years (clock's ticking away) before i get into ANY relationship. Haha.

Enough about me being a mediocre girl. Within these two more years, i still got a strong YM cell to oversee, more people to save, and more academic studies to study. =) There's no time to waste.

Oh and today is the first day of me not going for sunday service. Hai. I hope i do study well at home... i mean, i need to make full use of this cos its at the expense of spending time with God's church know.

Okie okie i shall say hi to lunch now. Byebye! =)