Thinkin'

Wheee the end of the week is almost here again! :)


All the sky might just fall because Shujing has started to think! :)


- Note the word "started" though. Whether i wanna continue is a separate matter.


Anyways. Well i was talking someone last night, and that person got me quiteeee thinking. I realised i haven't confronted God in a really really crazily long time... or, put it more accurately, i haven't sought God to confront me in a long time. In this busy busy period unconsciously i have made decisions to progress in some things, to change some of my character, and made some important altar call decisions on the way... but i've also unconsciously forgot to let God confront me, relegating my QT to a really happy and relaxed time. "I-am-far-from-there-yet-but-at-least-I-am-on-the-right-track" kind of feeling. Now it feels almost delusional that all-is-well.


Maybe it's time to sweat during QT already... to meet up with God face to face and ask Him to dig up the issues that are buried further down near my heart. Honestly speaking i dont even know what they are... but i guess it's these things... the very subtle blind spots which others can't even tell but somewhere at the bottom of your heart you can feel it hovering and sometimes floating into your mind then disappearing after a swift moment, that ultimately matter.


Thank You Lord!