Valentine's Day.

Ahhhhh that day of the year is approaching again! Haha.

Haha. I have loads of weird feelings and thoughts inside me now...

I want to have a really sweet and nice day with THAT special guy... not eating in some fancy restaurant, but in a normal kopitiam, having food that costs below $5... not recieving flowers but cute and funny heart shaped balloons... not in a romantic setting but just a sincere and pure atmosphere of, loving each other.

But then i snap out of my dreams... my brain tells me that i dont even know who that guy God has intended for me is yet... and my mind tells me i have a covenant with God until 21. Sometimes my brain even tells me that a covenant is redundant cos i wont get into a relationship anyway cos no guy wants me (but i'm rejecting a thought because by faith i know God has someone in mind for me already...).

I'll just leave my valentine's day thoughts at that la. It's meaningless thinking about it at this point in my life. =) Just wanted to acknowledge a little that, i do think about it and dream a few bits about it. Haha. It was quite fun to talk about when you want to get married and have children and all (like what we were doing just now) ok. But yes, will strive to not think about it too much though... i know i've got better things to worry about than that.

So this Valentine's day, my heart will be given solely to God alone.

Jesus will be my valentine this year. =)