Hmmm.

I've found another use for the blog! For me to rant and vent out my frustrations, and look at them some other day and think about how stupid they are.

Haha i got reminded about what mr chua taught us on like, the last GP lesson or something. The magnifiying of your beliefs.

Here's the sequence...
: I can't play this song -- i can't play this type of music -- i can't play the piano -- i'm not musically inclined -- i totally suck at music!
: I'm stoning for the moment -- nobody's talking to me -- nobody wants to talk to me -- i'm so lonely -- i'm a loner -- i don't, and wouldn't, have any friends -- i'm a loser!

The above are the two sequences which most commonly pop up in my head. Of course, there'd be other thousands and thousands of 'magnifying-the-problem' sequences that go on in my head, perhaps subconsiously, that run so fast i can hardly catch and identify them.

At least for those that i can identify, there's a higher possibility of me being able to correct the possibly wrong thinking that runs in these little threads.

Then of course, there are some of my weaknesses which i have to take time to overcome or accept. Nobody's made perfect. If we were perfect, we wouldn't need Jesus to die on the Cross for our sins already.

I'm getting really tired now.

Not being emo though, which is a good thing. Perhaps it's more of a deeper realization of myself, and the evaluation of it in a more objective manner.

Oh btw, in the financial game thingy, doctors earn big bucks man. =)