Hello!

Haha was really quite high just now.

Was laughing to myself on the bus and doing weird stuff while i was recounting all the stupid and idiotic things i did so far. All the thingies about haha, bribes?? And me trying to get of the bible quiz thing.

But yea it was really quite funny i felt. So yea, i'm out of the bible quiz thing! Sorry to those who voted for me yea.

There's tingling sensation around my cheeks now. I cant really feel the tip of my tongue, and the whole of my nose. So guess what... i think i'm having an allergy from the wan tan soup i'm mum prepared just now, or rather, the prawns in them.

Haha and i figured out my brain thinks of really weird stuff sometimes. Hehh!

I figured that i'll know when i've got quite a crush on some guy when i really think of him only and not bout other guys as well. Makes sense? Heeh. I mean, haha, my crushes are always subjected to a high level of psycho-ing such that my mind rules 60% and my heart 40%. So it's easy for me to tell myself 'i don't like that guy' and 'maybe the other guy is better'. Haha. Just a random idea when i was wondering how to differentiate 'don't mind' and 'considering' from 'liking' someone. I mean, sometimes subconsciously we're just considering 'hey, this person seems superficially ok, might meet some of the requirements' right? Or is it just me and my mind only? Oh and haha i just felt like talking bout my theory bout crushes again. You have a crush not really on that someone, but on certain things that he does that really melt your heart. Eg he's ultra nice or something. To put it in another manner, you don't really like the whole of the person (not when you dunno him that much), but you like a part of that person. So its easier to 'like' than to 'love'. Haha. One of my blabbering-of-nonsense moments again. =)

It's sweeter to say "i'm in love with you" than "i love you". (i'm still trying to formulate a reason for that. Maybe for the former, the emphasis and the subject is 'you', while in the latter, the subject is both 'i' and 'you'? Or maybe the first conjured images of two people surrounded in a sea of love, but the second just shows love as something between the two people but not surrounding them? Haha...)I would say 'i love you' to loads of people, even to some guy friends. But i won't say 'i'm in love with you'... (like, huh r u making a confession or something?)

Oh btw. I realised i turn red very easily! Not good not good... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! How how how how how???