Ahhhhhh!!!

Haha ok shujing is in somewhat of a mentally instability cos she keeps thinking back about just now when she played piano for sunday service. Haha. It's one of the times when i keep on muttering to myself, sometimes smiling and laughing and at other times cringing at myself.. it's the kind of i-wanna-dig-a-hole-and-hide-in-in feeling.

The best part i played? The pre-service prayer time. Haha. =) I didn't i was supposed to play for it, then just randomly thought of a chord progression and played. Funny eh. Haha. I was playing quite a few wrong notes (and i think i gave the horrified kind of expression, hope no one caught it... hehhh).

It's still so much easier to play at home than in front of like everybody. Yea true it's playing to God... but, can't help feeling slightly nervous but anyway, i really enjoyed the praise song. Awwww. (well worship songs were my stress time... the weird momenttt) Oh anyway, haha, even if at home i can come up with rifts which i personally think are cool (haha, maybe not by your standards), but playing during service just automatically stones my hands.

But i rebuke that in Jesus' name.

Haha, there, you've got a vocalised thought process of the stuffs that's running within my head now.

Wheee!!! Oh and i realised im whining more nowadays. Boohoo. Haha. (But really, God's so good that there's anything substantial for me to whine about anyway)

So that's it, one of the puny milestones in my life. (The other mini milestone is the time i played for the first time for CFC service... by myself! Haha and i got the chords for the last song totally wrongggg but ah well. Thank God i've improved a little over the last 2 years to be able to recognize chord progressions now... haha, actually it'll be weird if i dont)

Shujing the piano-player (i hope i have the guts to put down pianist some day) who plays for the audience of One. =)